what is the requirement be lovers??

This is something that flash through my mind yesterday~~ recently I been thinking a lot about romance~~ how to be a perfect lover?? why is it relationship so fragile??

ya, I still can't find the answer since I not into 1 yet~~ :P

People always ask what kind of girl do you like?? There are answers like MUST BE "Pretty"(too common answer =.=), tall and slim such of appearance looks answer~~ For girl, handsome, manly, masculine, some even have fatty choice ~.~ the imagination lover in everyone are as perfect as they can thought about~~

BUT!!! this IS reality~~~ imagination is just imagination after all~~~ I met many girls in the past, but truly not more than 1 gave me an instant love in first sight feeling, the only 1 was 11 and a half years ago~~ First sight, they were just common like others, no 1 ever reach the "requirement" in the appearance I wish for~~ after being together as friend for sometime, ya, it's wasn't just normal and simple friendship feeling~~ it become caring and liking instead~~ it's something I wouldn't expect when I first met them~~

this is where I realize, remind me of my first "love"(although nothing started, but still the 1 I love =X)~~ Friends always ask me why I like her?? Words like "She not pretty at all", "If it is me, I will never choose her", "She's not one-hearted, everyone knows it"~~~ Conclusion, not much of positive comments about her~~~ ~.~ ya, so?? I was fallen for her, mere harsh words doesn't even change my loving on her~~~

This is where I realize, "When love come, the appearance of the other half is not longer a requirement". well, first thing of all of course "Love" have to come first, if not this phrase doesn't work~~ XD

Ya, good appearance always give people a very first good inspiration~~ but, after sometime, the good looking 1 doesn't match your other requirements as knowing him/her more~~ Ya, I do have experience on this 1~~ XD right, someone I know??? =3

Still holding on~~~

Up to today, it's almost been 11 and half years pass since I met you. You who come out of no where, don't even know who you are, haven't even start talking to you, the strongest feeling I get last almost half of my lifetime, up till now, never once fade off.

Ya, I know we never meant to be together, but thanks to you, I can hold my own romance strongly up to now, up to this moment. Many women I had met, but never seem there is one which cross with my fate. Many I care, not a single 1 can be loved.

Maybe I am too naive, being too optimistic in the end will end up hurting myself. Being too depress will end up killing myself, being too careful, end up with....... nothing.......

What is perfect lovers?? it's existence is still myth...........

Sorry ya, guess I will still holding the feeling you gave me, to keep my heart in shape.