my ways of life~~~

Finish doing EW Juniors first poster, and just ate my supper which supposingly is my dinner~ well, it's still taste good even it's already cold~~

Actually I'm already exhausted and typing with only 1 hand while lying flat on the table, but thought of something I should write it down~~

I always wish that I can stay in a kiddy way and enjoy every moment of my life, but, others just keep giving nuisances on my behaviours... they just keep bringing it up which I think it's not even worthly to discuss about... I'm just being comfortable for what I am and I'm sure I'm not making it up or acting about it at all... My behaviours is true as it is, and not that I even want to gain any attention by doing so but, that just the way I am... If not, are you telling me to be a fake person and every single things I do have to behave like an adult man? Talk loud, talk hard, talk seriously?? That just ain't who I am... Hate it when anyone just keep on catching minor bugs of my behaviours... Isn't being natural to yourself is what it is suppose to be?? Why should I need to fake it out??

And people keep "worrying" that I will be gay or girlish, which I already get really irritated by them, then I spell it out here... "Even falling into the deepest fucking hell, not a chance!!" I don't give a damn what is happening around me, I only care those I care and the love I had been protecting all these years... You may think I seem like anti-social but many are hardly able for me to social with, in a friendly way... I do not wish for all the attention and flattering, can't just being friends just as simple as it suppose to be?? Just to fool around with each others and having fun?? Can't they just stop complaining and judging me as what they think is right???????? Why do they want to make things to be so freaking hell complicated??????????????????????????????????????

Just can't understand these people........................................... I'm a very bad temper person just in case you don't know me, then, is that what you want me to be?? I'm easily get hot-headed recently, as I said before, too many "EXTRA" matters been bothering me...... Hope I can be peaceful for the moment.................