Guess I had forgot what I said before~~
"Love is never meant to suffer from it,
if so, there is not Love, it nothing more than an illusion~~"
and now, I will never forget it ever again~~
There won't be anymore negative feelings now on~~~~~
I believe one day I will find my perfect Lover~~~~ somewhere out there~~~~
so, I'm ready to fly on now~~~ and create my own storm~~~~ =D
2010年6月15日 星期二
2010年5月28日 星期五
2010年5月27日 星期四
2010年5月9日 星期日
the end......
13 years, the feeling were so strong since the day I first met you... for no reason, I fell in love in the very first sight that change my heart till now... and now... this is the end...
I admit that it's all just me from all along from the very beginning... and since the last sms, I realize that, we can hardly be even as friend... I know it's stupid to hold on something that does not exist for so long, but, that just the way I am... and the way I will always be...
last word for you... be happy forever, my 1st love...
I admit that it's all just me from all along from the very beginning... and since the last sms, I realize that, we can hardly be even as friend... I know it's stupid to hold on something that does not exist for so long, but, that just the way I am... and the way I will always be...
last word for you... be happy forever, my 1st love...
2010年3月21日 星期日
Lining up my thoughts recently~~
Thought no. 1 - People say I look like a girl and act like a girl~~~ I don't deny that, but that just the way I am~~~ =3 if I am to describe about it, I'm actually just being playful like a kid~~~ well, I am originally playful~~ xD maybe sometime over-childish~~ =3
I'm also a guy that like grow straight and long hair~~ well, it's inspired by some of the female idols I like~~ =3 or maybe, I just don't like the idea that, guy MUST have short hair or whatever it is~~ I had enough rules and regulation during secondary school, I don't need anymore of this unnecessary point of view since I'm out of the old boring school~~ i would say~~ "come on~~ learn from how the Japanese work~~~~"
It's because, the personality won't change just because I cut my hair~~~ it's the heart that's matter not the look~~~
Thought no. 2 - Just a phrase I thought of =3
Acting manly is not my way, being myself, is everyday~~
as man's pride rule, woman will suffer~~
Understanding woman, listening to their heart~~
as one day, my way of love will prevail~~
Just a blah blah blah out short poem I wrote~~~ xD because, I always think that if a man is too proud and stand strong to their pride, end up, they over see the feeling of a woman~~~
well, it's not really a definition of love, just that is what I think~~ only being one mind with my lover, then I ensure myself will love to the very end~~
Thought no. 3 - About my conclusion of the word "Romance"~~~ 1 sentense will do~~~
"I always feel and see the bright side of my way of love~~~ THE END"
That is how my Romance work~~ It was never complicated~~~ =3
I'm also a guy that like grow straight and long hair~~ well, it's inspired by some of the female idols I like~~ =3 or maybe, I just don't like the idea that, guy MUST have short hair or whatever it is~~ I had enough rules and regulation during secondary school, I don't need anymore of this unnecessary point of view since I'm out of the old boring school~~ i would say~~ "come on~~ learn from how the Japanese work~~~~"
It's because, the personality won't change just because I cut my hair~~~ it's the heart that's matter not the look~~~
Thought no. 2 - Just a phrase I thought of =3
Acting manly is not my way, being myself, is everyday~~
as man's pride rule, woman will suffer~~
Understanding woman, listening to their heart~~
as one day, my way of love will prevail~~
Just a blah blah blah out short poem I wrote~~~ xD because, I always think that if a man is too proud and stand strong to their pride, end up, they over see the feeling of a woman~~~
well, it's not really a definition of love, just that is what I think~~ only being one mind with my lover, then I ensure myself will love to the very end~~
Thought no. 3 - About my conclusion of the word "Romance"~~~ 1 sentense will do~~~
"I always feel and see the bright side of my way of love~~~ THE END"
That is how my Romance work~~ It was never complicated~~~ =3
2010年2月8日 星期一
Judging people~~
I realize people like to judge people to the fullest~~and of course, the term of "Judging" usually being used in negative terms~~ always blaming and talking bad on other from the back and even from the front~~~ (* anyhow, I did too~~ but, only on some extremely moron people~~)
Here the point, why does people like put 1 person fault, on the whole race?? This moron I didn't even wish I know him, always talking bad on other races~~~ The fact of full of shits coming from his mouth is already shown that he isn't any better than the 1 he blamed~~~ Never even look at himself before judging others~~ He himself is a total disgrace to the race he is, since he like to separate bloodline so much~~
I don't like it at all~~~ the one should be blamed or judged should only be the one responsible for it~~~ the world has nothing to do with 1 single soul being fouled~~~ This is the reason why there is war.......... the main reason of humanity's suffer............. because of this 1 hell of a fool being..........
Here the point, why does people like put 1 person fault, on the whole race?? This moron I didn't even wish I know him, always talking bad on other races~~~ The fact of full of shits coming from his mouth is already shown that he isn't any better than the 1 he blamed~~~ Never even look at himself before judging others~~ He himself is a total disgrace to the race he is, since he like to separate bloodline so much~~
I don't like it at all~~~ the one should be blamed or judged should only be the one responsible for it~~~ the world has nothing to do with 1 single soul being fouled~~~ This is the reason why there is war.......... the main reason of humanity's suffer............. because of this 1 hell of a fool being..........
2009年6月21日 星期日
what is the requirement be lovers??
This is something that flash through my mind yesterday~~ recently I been thinking a lot about romance~~ how to be a perfect lover?? why is it relationship so fragile??
ya, I still can't find the answer since I not into 1 yet~~ :P
People always ask what kind of girl do you like?? There are answers like MUST BE "Pretty"(too common answer =.=), tall and slim such of appearance looks answer~~ For girl, handsome, manly, masculine, some even have fatty choice ~.~ the imagination lover in everyone are as perfect as they can thought about~~
BUT!!! this IS reality~~~ imagination is just imagination after all~~~ I met many girls in the past, but truly not more than 1 gave me an instant love in first sight feeling, the only 1 was 11 and a half years ago~~ First sight, they were just common like others, no 1 ever reach the "requirement" in the appearance I wish for~~ after being together as friend for sometime, ya, it's wasn't just normal and simple friendship feeling~~ it become caring and liking instead~~ it's something I wouldn't expect when I first met them~~
this is where I realize, remind me of my first "love"(although nothing started, but still the 1 I love =X)~~ Friends always ask me why I like her?? Words like "She not pretty at all", "If it is me, I will never choose her", "She's not one-hearted, everyone knows it"~~~ Conclusion, not much of positive comments about her~~~ ~.~ ya, so?? I was fallen for her, mere harsh words doesn't even change my loving on her~~~
This is where I realize, "When love come, the appearance of the other half is not longer a requirement". well, first thing of all of course "Love" have to come first, if not this phrase doesn't work~~ XD
Ya, good appearance always give people a very first good inspiration~~ but, after sometime, the good looking 1 doesn't match your other requirements as knowing him/her more~~ Ya, I do have experience on this 1~~ XD right, someone I know??? =3
ya, I still can't find the answer since I not into 1 yet~~ :P
People always ask what kind of girl do you like?? There are answers like MUST BE "Pretty"(too common answer =.=), tall and slim such of appearance looks answer~~ For girl, handsome, manly, masculine, some even have fatty choice ~.~ the imagination lover in everyone are as perfect as they can thought about~~
BUT!!! this IS reality~~~ imagination is just imagination after all~~~ I met many girls in the past, but truly not more than 1 gave me an instant love in first sight feeling, the only 1 was 11 and a half years ago~~ First sight, they were just common like others, no 1 ever reach the "requirement" in the appearance I wish for~~ after being together as friend for sometime, ya, it's wasn't just normal and simple friendship feeling~~ it become caring and liking instead~~ it's something I wouldn't expect when I first met them~~
this is where I realize, remind me of my first "love"(although nothing started, but still the 1 I love =X)~~ Friends always ask me why I like her?? Words like "She not pretty at all", "If it is me, I will never choose her", "She's not one-hearted, everyone knows it"~~~ Conclusion, not much of positive comments about her~~~ ~.~ ya, so?? I was fallen for her, mere harsh words doesn't even change my loving on her~~~
This is where I realize, "When love come, the appearance of the other half is not longer a requirement". well, first thing of all of course "Love" have to come first, if not this phrase doesn't work~~ XD
Ya, good appearance always give people a very first good inspiration~~ but, after sometime, the good looking 1 doesn't match your other requirements as knowing him/her more~~ Ya, I do have experience on this 1~~ XD right, someone I know??? =3
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